Well, the "I should blog more often" thing didn't get that great a start, but I had a good excuse. Stuff like this and this . I also literally, still can't bear to watch myself on video . I find that after " Hi, my name is ", I do exactly what I do when something embarrassing is going happen to a character on a TV show that I like, i.e. I instinctively just turn it off. Anyway, on to the topic of the day. So I've had variations of this happen to me before, but this time it hit me harder than usual and I dealt with it worse than I usually. Imagine the following conversation between me and an engineer not on my team: - Me: " Hey, We need you to do blah blah blah" - Him: "Sure. We need to do blah blah anyway. It should be done in 2 weeks." - Me: "Cool! 2 weeks works." - Him: "Great." 1.5 weeks later - Me: "Hey, are you close to getting blah blah done?" - Him: "Oh....